mottled

M and A

They walked towards the setting sun, hand in hand. One of them struggled with the drooping bushes, coating her dress with their seeds of future. The other led her on as best as he could through the thickened shrub. It was sepia everywhere, the rocks, the trees and even the soft down on her hands. He kept looking back at her to see if she felt what he was feeling, the many memories, and the many personal secrets. It looked as if she was at least trying to. The slant of her golden head, the questioning look in her mysterious eyes, and the steady pressure of her faithful hands spoke a million tongues.

The thin path, almost erased led them on, sometimes meandering, sometimes straight, led them on under overhanging branches weighted with thick thorns. The leaves caught them both as if wanting to leave their temporal stamp on their special moment together. Birds cooed distantly, the wind spoke through the gaps between their souls, and the sky embraced the land in all directions. Perhaps, she was wondering. What is this place? Where is he taking me? But before she could find her voice again, there it was, finally.

The place of his past. The place in which he shared a billion little things with people lost with the rain of time. The place which seemed to exist outside of existence. An enigma of loneliness, a symbol of solitude and a menhir of love lost and found.

The horizon stretched around them like wet linen, only spoilt in the north by the concreteness of reality. He pointed out to her the little landmarks out on the edge of vision. A quiet slowly descended on them both. The quiet of an evening putting to sleep the day’s many noisy novelties. He sat himself down into the groove, fitting him perfectly as always. She too sat down and looked into his eyes deeply as if searching for something. She was trying to find something important. She had given up a lot for this very moment. She had endured hard words, cruel taunts, and self-doubt to be there with him at that very instant. But would she find what she was looking for? It would be such a huge disappointment if she could not. She would not be able to rewrite her choices or restate her opinions. She would not be able to forgive herself or castigate his vacillation.

But his eyes spoke up. There were the answers finally, swirling in the liquid brownness of his elegant eyes. There were the symbols of trust and belief. She smiled, a smile of confirmed content, a smile of open love.

However, he still held himself distant, nervous and wary of high expectations. She tried, tried to come halfway and meet him there. He did see that but still could not make himself travel that tiny distance. Too many past hang-ups, too many high hopes. Her smile faded a little, the questions started throwing their tilted shadows again on her fragile face. But…

The final movement fell into place. Her head turned upwards and his head bent down. Their lips touched and love exchanged places.

spread the word:
  • Digg
  • del.icio.us
  • StumbleUpon
  • Technorati
  • Facebook
  • IndianPad
  • Live

10 Responses

Note that comments are displayed in reverse chronological order with topmost comments being freshest. Comment | Subscribe
  • Anil says so:
    September 8th, 2005 | Quote

    non-sensei: I agree…memory is such a subjective thing…one’s perception of events is uniquely personal…

  • Non-Sensei says so:
    September 7th, 2005 | Quote

    heh heh.
    is it always like this, i wonder.
    a collective common memory, accessed by all in turn; once downloaded, modified with personal impressions and memories.

  • anil says so:
    August 24th, 2005 | Quote

    :A: ah, thank you!

  • . : A : . says so:
    August 23rd, 2005 | Quote

    The perfect ending. Romantic piece!

  • anil says so:
    August 22nd, 2005 | Quote

    Jai: nah, time for miracles is long past I think…it is only an exorcism of the past now…ah, but hope remains eternal…whatever the case may be…

    samudra: your feeling is what is precious to me…words are superfluous…thank you for you feel…

    gulnaz: true..there were some really magical moments..

    finnegan: *takes a bow* as always thank you…

    rusty: hmm..perhaps..but then what are we without love? just empty shells that make a lot of noise, no?

  • rusty says so:
    August 21st, 2005 | Quote

    That’s a perfect endin….perhaps they were right in putting love into books….perhaps it could not live anywhere else.

  • finnegan says so:
    August 21st, 2005 | Quote

    The past and present converge and waltz in this subtle hallucination.

    What I find most sensual is idea of physical memory as landscape.

    The place of his past. The place in which he shared a billion little things with people lost with the rain of time. The place which seemed to exist outside of existence. An enigma of loneliness, a symbol of solitude and a menhir of love lost and found.

    Brilliant!

  • gulnaz says so:
    August 20th, 2005 | Quote

    that was bitter-sweet…but well if one if it did not last it at least made even a desolate lonely piece of land turn into a magical lyre for lovers and that is not a trifle. precious, precious!

  • samudra says so:
    August 20th, 2005 | Quote

    Been reading a lot of ur posts………….(yep,including animal desires).

    Kudos!there is so much more i want to say but cant figure out where i should start…!

  • Jai says so:
    August 19th, 2005 | Quote

    Are we still in search of miracles Anil or is it just the dictionaries, where hope has a relevance?

Leave a Reply

Mottled

patterns of light and memory

Visual Obscurity

random image random image
random image random image