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After tempting me throughout the day among the many grasslands that litter the park, I finally managed to get a good close-up photo of a Grey Bushchat (Saxicola ferrea) as we made our way back to the main gate. Just before we passed into the buffer zone, Mahesh spotted a lone bird atop a tree in the distance. He identified it as a Oriental Pied Hornbill (Anthracoceros albirostris) which we soon confirmed through the good offices of the zoom button on my camera. And with that ended our first day in the Corbett National Park.

After a good night’s sleep in a camp on the banks of the Kosi river a few kilometers away from the park we made our way back inside again the next day. The second day was almost similar to the first, except for the absence of fog making visibility much better. As if to confirm this we were immediately greeted by an Indian Peafowl (Pavo cristatus) sprinting away. A short drive on we encountered a Stork-Billed Kingfisher (Halcyon capensis). A short distance away from the Kingfisher our new guide for the day pointed out someone staring at us fixedly from a lone branch of a dried tree with his intense amber eyes. It was an Asian Barred Owlet (Glaucidium cuculoides). Immediately after that we saw what I later tentatively identified as a male Indian Robin (Saxicoloides fulicata) but without the distinctive white shoulder and an eclipse male Crimson Sunbird (Aethopyga siparaja). As we passed a grassland a streak of yellow flashed in the skies above us. We craned our necks and were rewarded with the sight of a magnificent bird soaring away on its huge gold edged wings outstretched flat against the pale blue sky. It was a beautiful sight. Too late I remembered my camera. I clicked a couple of shots but they did not come close to doing justice to the majesty of the Great Hornbill (Buceros bicornis).

All in all it was a good morning birding-wise. But the rest of the day was no slouch either, with sightings of more Grey Bushchats impressively perched on extremely thin stalks of jungle grass, a group of White Wagtails (Motacilla alba) hopping on the edges of a stream, a Common Greenshank (Tringa nebularia) searching for food in another stream, and a lone White-Throated Kingfisher (H. smyrnensis) sitting patiently on a branch above the same stream waiting perhaps for a fish to appear. The best part though was hearing the high pitched but melodic cui-cui-cui call of a Changeable Hawk Eagle (Spizaetus cirrhatus) in the air around us, its subsequent sudden appearance drinking water from a small stream a few minutes later and holding still long enough for me to reel off a series of shots of it slaking its thirst.

As we drove around the park still in search of what increasingly seemed like a mythical tiger we saw a good variety of big animal life too over the two days. Tarai Grey Langurs (Semnopithecus hector) were hanging around in the trees chattering among themselves, the white fur on their long prehensile tails glinting under the weak winter sunlight. A family of Indian Sambars (Cervus unicolor) eyed us warily as we slowly passed them. A pair of Rhesus macaques (Macaca mulatta) were grooming on a tree while below them another one glared and bared its teeth at me as I pointed my camera at him. Groups of Spotted Deer (Axis axis) greeted us at every corner of the park. Elsewhere, a solitary Indian Sambar was busy desperately trying to break its antlers against the side of a tree.

Towards the very end of the day as if rewarding us for our patience we spied a magnificent tusker (Elephas maximus indicus) that was slowly walking along the same track our jeep was on. We stopped first, turned the jeep around to flee at a moment’s notice if needed and waited. The elephant continued walking towards us for a while longer as if willing us to leave. When we did not budge he stopped about 40 feet away and observed us patiently. He seemed to be wondering whether to bother with the headache of charging us. In the end I guess he decided otherwise as he veered off the track into the trees and headed to the small stream we had just passed to drink some water and splash himself.

Spirits lifted, in spite of the tiger no show, we raced back to the gate in the gathering gloom but not before we spotted a dark-colored vulture sitting still like a sentinel silhouetted against the western sky on a tree.

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Sunday

By the time we got to the DCP office in the afternoon he was long gone. So we spent another fruitless day searching the database and jotting down a few more addresses. We even made our way to the police station in the vain hope that there had been some breakthrough overnight. Our expectations were set right soon. It was time to call it a day, head home and drown our sorrows in the bottom of a beer bottle.

Monday

I made my way to the DCP office again and finally managed to meet the DCP. He listened to my tale of woe with grave concern and agreed to give me permission to go through the database at my leisure. But the catch was that I could not take any printouts. I could note down as many addresses as I wanted but sorry no permission to take printouts. I spent the rest of the morning coming up with more addresses by refining my search parameters for the auto driver’s database which was in the form of an excel sheet. There were photographs too of the auto drivers. However, the photos were there only of those auto drivers who had registered or renewed their details within the last 3 years. As luck would have it none of the potential candidates we had narrowed down had a photograph.

Now, our plan was simple if very tedious and highly hopeful. With the addresses in hand and taking a police constable along we wanted to go knocking on doors in the hopes of somehow ferreting out the auto driver.

Tuesday

Tuesday morning was bright and cool unlike our rapidly diminishing levels of patience. Day after day, going from one end of the city to another was taking its toll. Pavan and I started snapping at each other over small things. Pavan was missing work just when he had an important product release around the corner. I did not have much to do in life but I did not know Kannada nor did I know Bangalore enough to do the running around on my own. Still, since this would be the day of knocking on strange doors we made our way to the police station to meet the SI. But he was not around. Apparently, the state assembly was in session so he was on that security detail. After waiting for an hour or so for the SI to come back we almost gave up and left but the CI turned up. We met him and explained everything that had happened and requested him to send with us a constable. Surprisingly, he agreed without making any fuss. A constable in mufti from the crime section was assigned to us. Together, we set off to another end of the city-Magadi Road.

It was a chaotic and crowded locality that can be found in any fast growing city in India. Small houses clustered around narrow lanes. As it was early afternoon there were not many people on the streets. As we walked past houses we could see through open doorways women preparing the afternoon meal. Our first address was supposed to be in one of those lanes but no one could tell where the house was located exactly. A shopkeeper pointed us in one direction but our house number did not even exist in that direction. We wandered deep into the locality, into lanes we would never see in our life again. People stared at us curiously. We were obviously outsiders. No one wanders in the middle of the afternoon with sheets of paper asking for non-existent addresses. We decided that the first address did not exist and moved on to the second.

In one narrow lane we found children in green uniforms playing games. Their cries and laughter gave life to an otherwise deserted street. This lane was where our second address should be located. We walked past the school children to find a father just dropping off his daughter from school at home. The mother was standing in the doorway wearing a nightdress. She was laughing. I was struck by the brightness of her laughter, her easy happiness. Their daughter did not want to get off her father’s bike. We stopped before them. This was the house. This was the second address on our list but the father did not seem to be an auto driver. The father looked at us inquiringly. The constable spoke to the girl’s father.

“We are looking for this driver named G.”

“There is no one living with that name here. There is an auto driver living in the house behind us but his name is not G and in any case he drives a goods auto. Why do you ask?”

As we were talking two more people joined us. The constable explained why we were there. Instantly, all of them opened up and offered more suggestions. None of them were practical. Our last little hope was crumbling before our very eyes. As we were warned at the DCP traffic office the auto drivers of Bangalore were not known for providing accurate home addresses.

It was 1pm and all of us were hungry. It was hot. The third address was on the other side of Magadi Road. We decided to break for lunch and resume our half-hearted search. We started walking towards a restaurant we had seen on the main road. This is when things turned. It was not a clear change. It did not offer any clarity at that time. Nevertheless, we were climbing a crest even if we did not know it then.

My phone started ringing. It was Anand, excited and speaking rapidly.

“I got a call from somebody. He claims to have the bag and laptop.”

“Wait…wait…slow down. Who is he? How did he get your number?”

“From Pavan’s cell phone. My name is the first one in his contacts list. Anyway, he has given me a number and asked Pavan to call him back.”

I took down the number. This was a new development. We were more curious than hopeful. Pavan took my phone and called the number. Someone picked up and started speaking in Kannada.

Pavan: May I know who is this?
Kannada Person: Our names are irrelevant. Do you own the green colored bag and laptop?
Pavan: Yes. Do you have it?
KP: Yes. Do you want it back?
Pavan: Yes please.
KP: Then take down this number and call it. That person will give you further instructions.

Pavan took down the phone number and hung up. The constable looked amused. I was confused but a tiny flicker of hope had arisen. Pavan called the other number. Someone speaking in Hindi picked up the phone. Apparently, he was based in Mumbai.

Mr. Mumbai: Who is this?
Pavan: I’m one who lost the bag and laptop. I was asked to call you.
Mr. Mumbai: Achha, achha, so tell me do you want the bag and laptop or not?
Pavan: Of course, bhaiyya. Do you have it?
Mr. Mumbai: Yes, I do. Since I’ll be returning them to you, you know, I expect something from you in return.
Pavan: No problem bhaiyya. Tell me how much you need.
Mr. Mumbai: No, you tell me. You know the value of your belongings so it is best that you come up with whatever you think is right.
Pavan looked at me and raised his eyebrows. I held up 5 fingers.
Pavan: How about five thousand?
Mr. Mumbai: Nah, nah that is too low. I can easily get more for the laptop if I sell it. You see I’m a decent person. I’m offering to give it back to you instead of selling or throwing it away. You have to consider my position too.
Pavan: Achha, so you tell me bhaiyya. How much do you want?
Mr. Mumbai: I think 30,000 would be right.
Pavan: Arrey, that is too much bhaiyya. We are not that rich. Please think of us too. Let us settle on 10,000.
Mr. Mumbai: No that is still too low. There is no profit for me in that. I’ve promised to pay the person who brought me the bag 5,000 so that will leave only 5,000 for me. Too small. Too small. I can sell the laptop and get more.
Pavan looked at me again. I signaled that 15,000 is ok but that would be the maximum.
Pavan: Ok, bhaiyya, let us make it 15,000. Please accept. That is the maximum we can go. You have to consider our situation too. We only want the laptop back because it has important data on it.
Mr. Mumbai: Ok, ok, 15,000 is ok for me.
Pavan: How does this work then? Where can we meet?
Mr. Mumbai: No, no meeting. That is too risky for me. You will call the police. I’ll give you a bank account number. Tomorrow morning, you deposit this money in the account and in the evening I’ll check with the bank. If the money has been deposited I’ll send someone with the bag to your house.
Pavan: That is too risky bhaiyya. What if you run away with the money after we deposit it? We have no way of being sure. Please meet us and we can do the exchange in person. I promise we will not call the police. We do not need the headache.

The constable who was trying to listen to the conversation seemed amused.

Mr. Mumbai: No, you will say like that only. We have to do this way only. Take down the account number.

Pavan noted down the account number, promised to tell him about the payment next morning and hung up. All three of us stared at each other. Pavan and I were in equal parts relieved, disgusted and angry. The constable had a smirk on his face as if he saw cases like this all the time. We continued walking towards the restaurant. Over lunch we discussed our options. The popular opinion was not to trust Mr. Mumbai. What if after we transferred the money he simply vanished? We had no leverage. He was holding all the cards.

This was almost the same advice we got from my uncle later that evening. I had talked to my parents in the afternoon and explained the situation. My father in turn had talked to his close friend, my uncle, who was part of the Indian Civil Services and held an important position in ISRO. I had called him up to explain the situation. He put in words our thoughts about depositing the money. He asked us to hold off or make alternate plans while he made some calls.

Pavan called up Mr. Mumbai again and explained our position. He requested him to change his mind and look at our situation. But Mr. Mumbai was a stubborn man. He refused to budge from his position of not meeting in person. Finally, after haggling for thirty minutes Pavan came up with a mutually acceptable compromise. The new plan was to arrange a simultaneous exchange. A friend of Pavan’s would meet Mr. Mumbai in Bombay and hand over the money while at the same time the bag and laptop would be handed over to us in Bangalore.

Pavan started calling his friends in Bombay and late in the night got hold of one. Balu was not entirely convinced that he should get involved with some plan straight out of an underworld film. I did not blame him. He needed some convincing. Slowly, he came around even though he still had a lot of reservations about the whole plan. There ended a long day. A day that brought back a little hope into our lives.

Wednesday

Wednesday morning came with a fresh problem. Apparently, Mr. Mumbai wanted Balu to meet him somewhere deep in Dadar and nowhere else. Again, he refused to meet anywhere else. Understandably, Balu was reluctant to venture into unknown territory to meet someone whose name we did not even know. Pavan called Mr. Mumbai again hoping to make him meet Balu somewhere in the middle of Mumbai in a crowded place but Mr. Mumbai would not budge one inch. It was Dadar or nowhere else. He was also getting exasperated over the delay in consummating the deal. In the end he suggested a compromise. He asked us to transfer 10,000 into his bank account and the remaining 5,000 we would have to hand over to his contact when that person gave us the bag.

Soon after Mr. Mumbai’s call my uncle called to tell us that through an IAS friend of his he had managed to get us an appointment with the DCP (Crime) of Bangalore at 11:30 am. Hurriedly, the three of us made our way to the DCP’s office where we met my uncle.

After waiting for a few minutes we were ushered into the DCP’s presence. It was a big room with a high ceiling. The usual portrait of Mahatma Gandhi hung on the wall behind the DCP. The DCP himself was dressed simply but he radiated a quiet air of authority. Once you were in his presence you got the feeling that here was a man who could get things done. It gave you a feeling of confidence as well as hope.

After we had made our introductions we began to explain what had happened in chronological fashion. He listened to us intently, interrupting us occasionally to clarify a detail in our sometimes disjointed narrative and made a note of all the crucial points. He then made some phone calls and assembled a team consisting of an ACP, an Inspector and our SI, Mohan. I still remember the shock that registered on the SI’s face when he realized that we had managed to reach all the way to the top of the police establishment when he saw us in the DCP’s office later. The assembling of the team took some time as all three were based in different police stations. We waited in the room while the DCP met other people. Once the team was assembled the DCP briefed the three about the case and had this to say in the end to them.

“This is a simple case. We have cell phone numbers and a bank account. So all you need to do is make a good plan and move quickly. If you plan well this case should be solved soon. Good luck gentlemen.”

The DCP then turned to us and introduced the three policemen.

“All three are very good policemen. They are young and dynamic and they will help you with everything. Please give them all the details, stay in touch with them and I’m pretty sure they will crack this case.” With that our meeting came to an end and all of us filed out of the room.

The ACP was busy with another case so he talked to us briefly and asked us to give all the details to Inspector Purohit. We sat down with Inspector Purohit and SI Mohan, narrated our story yet another time and gave him all the details. The Inspector was laconic but also radiated an air of efficiency. Unlike the SI who always talked to us with a smirk on his face the Inspector was all business. He directed the SI to get the CDRs (Call Detail Records) for the cell phone numbers of Mr. Mumbai, Mr. KP as well as Pavan’s cell phone, which was in the missing bag. He also promised to send someone to Mr. Mumbai’s bank to make discreet enquiries about the bank account number he had given us. He advised us to record the phone calls from Mr. Mumbai and anyone else connected with the case by installing special software on our mobiles. We exchanged phone numbers. He asked us to keep him updated of any developments. He assured us that he would do the same and also promised that the case would be solved soon.

To be frank we were not entirely happy about the new direction the case had taken. We had seen too many films where involvement with the police usually meant immediate disaster and long-term headache. The police are not exactly known for their efficiency and honesty. There were the warnings and threats of Mr. Mumbai too. He had warned us that contacting the police would result in the immediate destruction of the laptop and disappearance of the bag and its contents. Yes, he had threatened us too that if the police got to him through us he would make sure that we would be ‘taken care’ of. It was too late to change everything. Whether we liked it or not the police were involved and for once we decided to trust them.

Pavan and Anand pushed off to work. It was lunchtime. My uncle decided that we should have lunch together. Since I hadn’t had breakfast I concurred with him. Instead of a restaurant he suggested we go have lunch with a junior IAS colleague of his from AP who was posted in the Karnataka waterworks department. It was a pleasant lunch initially but it soon turned into an interminable discussion about the inner workings of the Indian bureaucracy and the increasing effects of globalization and privatization on it. Once my uncle got a rhythm going it was difficult to shut him up. He held forth on various projects he had worked on, how efficient even a small African country, in which he had worked for close to a decade on deputation, was compared to India and so on and so forth. I could see that his colleague, who was soft spoken, was getting bored too. I decided it was time to leave. After thanking my uncle for his help I took their leave and headed for Pavan’s office. There, Anand and I spent the evening trawling the net for phone call recording software. We managed to find one that worked on our phones through some forum. It was cracked software. The irony of the situation, using cracked software to record extortion phone calls, did not escape my attention. Moral quibblings were put aside for the selfish need to get our belongings back. We returned home tired after yet another long day.

Later that night all hell broke loose.

It started with a phone call from an agitated Mr. Mumbai. He began accusing us of speaking to the police and setting them after him. He threatened us again with dire consequences. Apparently, someone from the bank had come to his house in Mumbai! We were as shocked as him. The inquiries at his bank by the police should have been discreet. Something had gone wrong somewhere. Pavan recovered from the shock quickly and managed to soothe his frayed nerves (Pavan was the one who talked with Mr. Mumbai always). He assured Mr. Mumbai that we had never approached the police and had no intention of doing that. We had no idea how or why someone from the bank had come to make enquiries at his address. Pavan again asked him to trust us and assured him that we would pay the money as agreed.

As Pavan was calming down Mr. Mumbai on my phone (which was used for almost all conversations) Anand got a call on his phone from KP. Apparently, KP and some others were coming down from Bombay with the bag and laptop. They wanted us to meet them in Bangalore the next day. They would hand over everything to us and all they wanted in return was a refund of their travel expenses. They made no mention of the 15,000 payment. It was obvious that all of them were nervous and scared. Mr. Mumbai again threatened to throw away the bag and laptop if we talked to the police. As both phone calls were happening simultaneously I ran from one phone to another trying to keep track of a fast changing situation. Both calls were being recorded.

Both the calls ended on a hopeful note. KP and friends wanted to meet us the next day at a place outside the city (they refused to meet us in the city). Mr. Mumbai asked us to arrange with KP and friends for the handover. Even he dropped the demand for money. He asked us to give whatever we thought was appropriate to them.

With that we finally ate and went to bed. We had no way of knowing how long the next day would eventually turn out to be.

Thursday

Thursday morning started early with an unexpected wake up call. It was KP and friends. They wanted us to set off then and there and meet them somewhere on the other end of the city. They asked us to get out of the house immediately, get into an auto, call them and then give the phone to the auto driver. Apparently, they would reveal the exact location for the handover only to the auto driver. Of course, there was no way we would set off immediately to some unknown place outside the city. We delayed. From then on they started calling every 30 minutes wanting to know whether we had started off or not.

In between bargaining with them for more time I called the ACP and explained the situation to him. He asked us to delay the meeting as much as possible so that it would give him time to organize a police team and autos. He also asked me to get in touch with Inspector Purohit. I called him up as well and explained the situation. He asked us to delay the meet until 11:30 am and asked us to meet the police team he would assemble at a hotel on Mysore Road. The next time KP called we asked for time citing distance and traffic as issues and managed to set up the meeting at 11:30 am.

We set off immediately to meet the police team. After battling through the interminable traffic we reached the hotel. The police team was already there, waiting for us. All of them were in mufti. There was SI Mohan looking like an executive with one of the infotech companies in his jeans, a laptop bag hanging by his side and sunglasses shielding his eyes. There were two constables from ATC (Anti-Terrorist Cell), two from Inspector Purohit’s police station and another constable who was dressed as an auto driver. They had also arranged two autos to take us to the meeting point. We learnt from SI Mohan that Inspector Purohit had already left for the meeting point area in his jeep.

After brief introductions were made all around we called KP and gave the phone to the policeman acting as an auto driver. KP gave him the exact location for the meeting point. It would be a lane next to a half finished apartment complex right on the edge of the city. The autos were started and we piled into the autos. In the first auto were Pavan, Anand and SI Mohan and the policeman disguised as an auto driver along with the actual auto driver. In the second auto were the two constables from Inspector’s Purohit’s police station sitting on either side of me. The two ATC constables went ahead on a bike. In this procession of sorts we set off. As we were on the outskirts of the city there was less traffic and we made rapid progress. The hunt was on!

There was not much excitement though. I was more curious about what would happen than excited. I had no idea where we were going so I stared out of the auto at localities with wide roads and quasi-slums with narrow streets. Finally, after about 30 minutes we reached the meeting point area.

Our auto continued past the meeting point. I had a brief glimpse of an apartment complex with bare cement walls. We went down the road for another 100 meters and stopped by the side of the road. The constables asked me not to get out of the auto. Fortunately, I had a clear view of the road behind me through the small window behind the auto. The ATC constables had stopped behind us on the same side as the meeting point. They got down and one of the constables immediately bent down beside the engine of the bike and acted as if he was trying to fix something on the bike. The first auto had stopped at the meeting point minus the policeman disguised as an auto driver who got down ahead of the meeting point.

It is strange but at that time as I sat in the auto all alone all I felt was boredom and a mild curiosity about what was happening at the meeting point. I was completely cut off from my friends and whatever was happening to them. I did not even have my cell phone as I had given it to Pavan before we all set off for the meeting point. Of course, even if I had had a cell phone nothing would have changed as we were instructed by the police to not make any unnecessary phone calls. I guess in a way I wished I was there at the meeting point instead of my friends but as Pavan and Anand had been the ones who had talked to the various people in this drama who claimed to have the bag throughout, it was decided that they would be the ones present at the meeting point. Whatever happened at the meeting point I pieced together from conversations I had later with Pavan, Anand and the SI.

My friends and the SI got down from their auto in front of the apartment complex and walked to a small tea shop that stood at the mouth of a lane beside the complex. After a few minutes three men approached them from the lane. All three were in their middle twenties. One was wearing a blue shirt, another was wearing an orange colored t-shirt and the third was wearing a striped shirt. Orange shirt walked up to my friends and asked them in a low tone in Kannada,

“Are you here for the bag?”
“Yes”, replied Anand.
“But you are not the third person in the auto that day…”, asked Blue shirt looking closely at SI Mohan.
“No, he is my brother”, interrupted Anand. “I brought him because you are all strangers. You can’t expect us to come alone to some unknown place to meet you people.”

“Ok, ok, no problem. Did you get the money?”
“Where is the bag?”
“The bag is down the road. You give me the money and I’ll send two boys with the bag.”
“Sorry boss. Give us the bag and we will hand over the money. See here, we have brought the money.”

Anand showed them the money I had given earlier to Pavan and him. “Since we have come so far to a place of your choosing you will have to do this one thing our way. You give us the bag and we will give you the money.”

The three conferred among themselves and agreed to get the bag. In the meantime our auto had crossed over to the opposite side. One of the constables left the auto and walked to a tiffin shop a little way ahead. A couple of minutes later he rushed to us barely able to contain his excitement and exclaimed in hushed tones to the other constable,

“There are two kids ahead walking with a bag.”
“Where?”
“They are coming out of that lane.”

He pointed to a lane that ran parallel to the lane where my friends were. The second constable looked and immediately his eyes lit up. As I was still inside the auto I could not see anything. The first constable rushed into the auto and waited impatiently for the auto to start. The second constable admonished his junior colleague and asked him to keep his cool. Our auto started up the road towards the meeting point. As we passed the lane the constable had referred to I saw two kids carrying a white plastic bag between them. Peeking out of it was Pavan’s green bag!

I alerted the constables on either side of me and confirmed that the kids were indeed carrying our bag. By that time we were about to pass the meeting point. Suddenly, both the constables raised their hands to hold the rod that ran over the auto under the roof. They were blocking my face so that no one at the meeting point could see me. After we passed the meeting point the constables made our auto driver turn into an empty compound. As soon as we stopped the senior constable called up one of the ATC constables and informed him about the two kids with the bag walking towards the meeting spot.

Meanwhile, at the meeting point, Blue shirt, who seemed to be sharp fellow, had seen our auto pass by slowly and asked Anand in a suspicious tone,

“Did you bring the police with you? We warned you what would happen if you did.”
“Arrey, relax. We did not bring the police with us. Now will you get the bag or not?”
“The bag is on its way. It will be here soon.”

The two boys carrying them soon came into view. Behind them were the two ATC constables and the constable who had acted as an auto driver.

Suddenly, someone yelled ‘lock’ in a loud voice. Immediately, the SI and the constables fell on everyone. The constables next to me bolted as soon as they heard the code word. The ATC constables caught Striped shirt and one of the kids immediately. The other constable took hold of the bag. Orange shirt ran down the lane. SI Mohan set off after him. The second kid ran down the lane and tried to disappear into the area behind the empty compound where I was sitting in the auto.

SI Mohan was in hot pursuit of Orange shirt. The latter ran down the lane and turned left. It was a dead-end! Before he could figure out what to do next the SI came around the corner with a gun in his hand.

“Bastard stop! If you try to run I’ll put one bullet into you.”

Orange shirt froze immediately. SI Mohan went up to him and gave him a hard slap across his face. All resistance vanished and a look of utter despair crossed his face.

The first constable from my auto had set off after the second kid. The latter tried hard but he couldn’t outclass an experienced policeman. He too was caught soon and got one hard bonk on his head for his efforts. Tears started immediately and he started pleading with the constable to let him go as he did not know anything. The constable was not moved. He shoved the kid forward towards the meeting point where all the arrested were gathered. They were then shoved into the autos we had come in. Orange shirt refused to get in. With another slap across his face and a punch in his stomach he was bundled into the auto where he doubled up in pain.

It suddenly dawned on everyone that in the melee Blue shirt had escaped. He was last seen running down the main road. Inspector Purohit who was stationed down the road was immediately alerted. The ATC constables also set off in pursuit.

We waited by the tea shop as SI Mohan recovered from his pursuit. He gasped for breath, sweat streamed off his forehead as he gulped huge amounts of air. In spite of his obvious discomfort he was excited. As excited as a teenager who gets to drive his dad’s car for the first time. It was obvious that this was the first time he had been involved in a chase. Between huge gulps for air he recounted his adventure.

“Boss, you should have seen him running but as soon as I pointed my gun at him he almost pissed in his pants. Did you see Black Friday?” He did not wait for an answer.

“This was just like that chase between the inspector and the terrorist in the film!”

Meanwhile, down the road, the hunt was on for Blue shirt. He had disappeared somewhere. The police were searching the area trying to flush him out. As we were waiting my cell phone began to ring. It was Mr. Mumbai!

Pavan answered. For a second he did not recognize the voice on the other end for it had changed so much in tone. Gone was the swagger and confidence replaced by fear and uncertainty.

“Udhar kya hora bhai? Mujhe Blue shirt ka phone nahi lag raha.”
“I don’t know bhaiyaa. He has gone somewhere down the road.”
“You have called the police right. I know. Please don’t make a case. Please talk to them.”
“No bhaiyya. Nothing of that sort has happened. He has gone to get the bag.”
“No, you are lying. Blue shirt’s mobile is switched off. This has not happened before. Please, please, talk to the police. Here someone else wants to talk to you.”

A woman started speaking. She asked the same thing as Mr. Mumbai. To talk to the police and convince them not to make a case. Pavan mumbled something and hung up.

All of a sudden the policemen sprang to life. The reason soon became apparent. Inspector Purohit’s jeep was coming towards us. In the back was Blue shirt.

Apparently, upon seeing the policemen searching for him in a colony down the road he came out of a lane and started running down the main road dodging cars and lorries. Inspector Purohit noticed him almost immediately and started after him in his jeep. Man was no match against machine and he was soon caught.

It had been a successful outing for the police. Within about a day of being set on the case they had managed to nab all the culprits. They were smiles all around.

Even the normally reserved Inspector could not suppress a smirk as he handed over the bag to us and asked us if we were happy. We mumbled our gratitude. He asked us to check the bag to see if everything was in order. Everything was except for about $70 that belonged to Pavan. Even Pavan’s cell phone was recovered from Blue shirt who had been using it to call us. It was minus Pavan’s sim card though. While trying to escape Blue shirt had taken the sim card out and thrown it away.

It was late afternoon by then. The sun was beating down on all of us. Suddenly, everyone was in a hurry to get back to the city. The five culprits were handcuffed and piled into the back of the Inspector’s jeep along with the two constables who had been with me. The inspector sat in front while SI Mohan and the three of us squeezed into the middle seat. After paying the two drivers who had assisted the police in the operation we set off for the Ashok Nagar police station.

It was the quiet after a storm. Everyone was in a reflective mood. Inspector Purohit turned towards us.

“Crime is such a fascinating subject. The deeper I go the more I’m surprised. You can spend hours studying it but what you encounter in the real world will be nothing like what you expected.”, he observed in the voice of a man who had seen everything.

He lapsed into silence again. We thanked him and the SI for their prompt help and successful conclusion to the case.

“Oh, do not thank us. Thank the DSP. It is because of him only that this has happened. He is a dynamic man. A great man. He gets things done.”, replied the inspector.

We reached SI Mohan’s police station. The culprits were taken to rooms at the back of the station. We were asked to wait in the cabin of SI Mohan. Suddenly, there came the whoosh of a lathi.

BHAM!

It was immediately followed by a heart-rending cry. Blow after blow rained down on the different culprits. They cried and pleaded but all to no avail. The blows continued to find their mark. Shrieks of agony reverberated around the station. A hush descended on the rest of the policemen in the station. To say that we were shocked would be an understatement. We knew the culprits were guilty. We had cursed them a hundred times over the past few days for their dishonesty and greed but in that moment when we heard them plead like animals to be spared from the pain we sat in shocked silence as a wave of sympathy washed over us. Pavan was ready to bolt. He had enough of the whole thing. After informing the SI he left.

The ‘interrogation’ continued for some more time. All the gaps in the case were filled. We soon learnt that the whole plan was the handiwork of Blue shirt along with Orange shirt and Striped shirt, auto driver buddies of his. In fact, he was the auto driver in whose auto we had forgotten the bag. He had sold Pavan’s dollars as well. That left Mr. Mumbai. Who was he? What was his role in this whole drama? SI Mohan casually told us that Mr. Mumbai was in fact Blue shirt’s brother and was studying in Bombay.

Anand and I could not leave even though it was late evening by then. We had to file a formal complaint. The police refused point blank to go easy and not make a big case out of the whole thing. “They have to be a taught a lesson” was the common refrain. But the real reason was something else. It was a successful case that they could proudly enter into their books and show off to their superiors. After all success rate in such cases was woefully low. They had even managed to trace the foreign exchange dealer to whom Blue shirt had sold the dollars and made him pay us back the money. The constables involved would be getting commendations. We could not stand in their way as they basked in the golden glow of success. What if the case ran for another 3 years? What if the culprits including the child were booked under potentially severe IPC sections like extortion? What if we had to attend the court 3 or 4 years down the line when the summons came carrying every article from the bag unchanged? It was part of the process. It was the law.

The bag and its contents would not be released to us immediately as they were evidence. We were asked to come the next day and file an application with the court to release them.

Friday

Friday came with a bang. Five in fact spread throughout Bangalore. I narrowly missed one of the blast sites as I was supposed to pass through Richmond circle at the time of the blast on my way to the police station. An upset stomach saved me from whatever might have been in store for me. As I lay in bed and watched the news channels go overboard I saw one after the other all the players from our case appear on TV. There, on one channel, was the DSP on the phone reassuring everybody that the police were in control. There, on another channel was the ACP overseeing the clues team. And there, on yet another channel, was Inspector Purohit photographing the blast sites with his cell phone.

If our case had stretched just by one extra day there was no way these policemen would have worked on our case. The blasts would have wiped out all hope of recovery. Life sometimes is such a study in selfishness.

I suddenly remembered a short conversation I had with the inspector the day before as we were going back to the police station after nabbing the culprits. In the course of other small talk I had asked him on how he would rate the Bangalore police in comparison to other Indian state police. Without missing a beat he had answered,

“Oh we are the best.”

Saturday-Tuesday

To get the bag released by the court I had to run around for another few days. More applications were written. More forms were filled. More challans were paid in government banks. More running around the court constable who needed money to move the file.

Finally, on Tuesday afternoon, I got the bag and everything in it, including my “precious laptop”. An attention lapse of two minutes had cost all of us so much. Especially the people who were caught. Their life would be living hell as their families made endless rounds of police stations and courtrooms to get them released. If only Blue shirt had handed over the bag as soon as he found it in his auto instead of planning an elaborate extortion game. If only honesty held more value in contemporary India. If only the yawning gap between the haves and have-nots could be bridged in a humane manner. If only…

As I left the police station and soon Bangalore I was reminded once again of Inspector Purohit’s observations.

“Crime is such a fascinating subject. The deeper I go the more I’m surprised. You can spend hours studying it but what you encounter in the real world will be nothing like what you expected.”

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Of the two women, one woman sat alone facing the room in the far corner to the left of the bar counter. The other woman who was portly with short dirty blond hair and the man with the white beard were facing the bartender. Like the young men Whitebeard also seemed out of place. There was an air of quiet sophistication about him that seemed alien in that place of loud colors and gloomy yellow light. Perhaps it was his neatly trimmed white beard that lent him an aura of good grooming that also set him apart.

We walked up to the bar counter and waited patiently on the side for the bartender to finish serving refills to the two women and Whitebeard. The three looked to be about 45 years old but the faces of the women looked older and bore the unmistakable marks that alcohol inflicts on white human skin after years of heavy and continuous drinking. The red blotchy skin, the tired and heavy lines around the eyes and mouth spoke of a life spent drinking everyday late into the night.

While we were waiting for the bartender the portly woman who was closest to me turned and looked at me. Her eyes were glazed and as she began to speak her words slurred. It was with some difficulty that I understood her words even though she chose to speak in English. It was obvious that she had been drinking for quite some time. With her head lolling to one side she examined me keenly and addressed me in her halting English.

“I do not…want to buy…any flowers.”

At first I did not immediately understand what she had said. My friend had apparently understood and repeated her words with a perplexed smile. I was of course confused by her words. For some inexplicable reason I looked down at my shirt as if there was a flower on it that I had never noticed before. No, nothing of that kind. I looked back at the woman questioningly. As if sensing that her previous statement needed some explanation she leaned towards me and explained.

“You…uh…look like someone who tried…tried…to sell roses to me…uh…two days back, you see. He was charging two…what do you call it…ah yes….two euros per rose. I refused.”

As she was trying to repeat what she had just said my friend tried to interrupt and tell her that I was from Cologne and did not live in Trier. It did not seem as if she had heard my friend but she immediately started apologizing to me.

“Sorry…I’m just saying you see. You reminded me…uhh…of that flower seller. My name is Inge.”

And just like that she introduced herself and extended her hand. I shook her proffered hand and introduced myself. She did not let go of my hand until I had pronounced her name correctly. She then asked me to repeat my name twice but made no attempt to pronounce it. She just smiled blankly. I could see the haze of alcohol in her eyes and beads of sweat on her forehead. As suddenly as she had talked to me she turned back towards the bar and started talking to Whitebeard. He mumbled something in low tones to her. While they were conversing in their own fashion the other woman in the corner suddenly raised her glass and said in a raised voice.

“Prost Inge.”

But Inge gave no indication that she had heard the other woman. She was lost in her own world of drunken mumblings and blurred vision.

The bartender finally made his way towards us. He agreed to sell us a few bottles of cold beer. My friend ordered four bottles of Bitbürger and two bottles of Mixer. Finally, our quest for the special liquid had come to an end. I could not wait to get out of the place. My friend paid and we walked out. It again felt as if I was passing between two worlds. For once I was happy to return to a world that was comforting in its regularity. As we made our way back to the car my friend burst out.

“Were those the dregs of humanity or what?”

All I could do in return was to laugh cruelly and state that it was one singularly surreal experience.

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So why this difference? Is it a question of education? Not always because a significant number of Indian men who are guilty of these offenses are educated. A classmate of mine back in school would think nothing of dashing into a girl on the road for apparently no reason except that it gave him a momentary thrill. No amount of reasoning would make him change his attitude. And this is a guy who came from an educated family and even had a little sister. So why is it that India treats her women so inhumanely even though Indian history and culture is steeped in worshiping and respecting the female sex? Is it because men are conditioned into believing that women are the lesser sex? Is it because there is a lack of education or awareness on how invasive and hurtful heckling or molesting a woman is? Perhaps Indian men are not taught that it is not harmless fun but a grave trespassing of another person’s privacy to do that. That the bodies of women are their own and not public possessions. Or is it simply because of the huge Victorian hangover that the vast majority of Indian society still suffers from where sexes are rigidly separated and not allowed much interaction until they get married thereby leading to frustration and desperation among men? Perhaps it is all of this and more. But the one indisputable fact is that even as we speak gloriously of a ‘New India’ we still treat women as if they were objects, as things that can be felt up without a second thought.

And therefore it is all the more tragic that one of the few voices that rose in protest against such an inhumane act has been snuffed out in so brutal a fashion. It is unfortunate that the sacrifice and bravery of Keshav will be soon forgotten except perhaps for this beautiful but solitary elegy. We will just shrug our shoulders and mumble ‘yeh India hai bhai’ and continue with our lives while on the roads the Indian woman wages a daily and lonely battle for privacy and respect.

We need more initiatives such as this through which the Indian male is educated and made aware of so that there would be no need for this. We need more men with the selfless bravery of Keshav. Men who will not walk on by silently while a woman is being molested or teased. We need a police force who will not turn a blind eye to such offenses or offenders and will see to it that the latter are brought to justice. We need a justice system that is swift in handing out punitive punishment for such crimes. We need a society to change its moribund way of thinking that it is always the fault of the woman and that if only they dressed more ‘modestly’ they would not face such problems. We also need a press that is more sensitive to these issues and instead of sensationalizing such incidents that do make it to the public radar commit to a sustained effort to promote awareness and eradicate this menace from the Indian public spaces and make them safe for women. Then and only then can the murder of Keshav be avenged.

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The above photo is from an art installation called ‘Fallen Leaves’ inside the haunting Memory Void section of the museum by an Israeli artist. The artist actually requests visitors to walk on the faces made of metal. But somehow it was very very tough for me to do that. It felt as if I was walking on real people, as if I was stepping on the faces of actual people lying dead. And perhaps that was the artist’s intention all along.

The museum is a great example for the strong impact minimalism makes. Unlike other museums it does not overwhelm you or crowd your thoughts out with an excess of display. On the contrary, it gives you time to formulate your thoughts, feel and experience a bit of the pain and horror. I was especially moved by the Holocaust Tower (photo above) which is a tall stark tower that is completely dark except for a thin streak of light that is allowed in from the top. You are enclosed in darkness with only a bright shaft of light streaming in from the top. The darkness is a space for solitude and reflection while the light above is perhaps the proverbial hope at the end of the tunnel. The Garden of Exile and Emigration (photo below) is another place that affects you through the ingenious use of uneven ground and inclination to disturb you and create a sense of imbalance. An imbalance that is upsetting and disorientating and meant to evoke what it feels to be in exile.

Architecturally, the museum is one of my favorite buildings and the genius of Daniel Libeskind, the architect, must be appreciated. The building is a work of art in itself. If you do get to go to the museum (if you are in Berlin do not miss going there) go there alone if you can for this is something that needs to be taken in on your own. What you feel and experience there will stay with you for a lifetime.

(For the technically minded the above photos were shot using a Minolta Dynax 5 and Minolta 28-100 zoom lens with Kodak BW 400 CN film and scanned using a Nikon Coolscan V ED. Cross posted here).

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And then I found his final resting place, tucked away in the middle of nowhere, made of unremarkable grey stone blocks and topped by the same grey tombstone in which his name was inscribed. The grave was covered by fresh bouquets and flowers and seemed well taken care of in spite of its notoriety as also suggested by the steel barriers which fenced off the grave proper.

I stood for a moment in silence and tried to think of something appropriate. But nothing came. My mind was blank until certain words drifted lazily past. Lizard King, you did break on through to the other side. R.I.P.

III.

I’ve seen the famous iron beauty a hundred million times in a hundred different ways. I thought my eyes were jaded and would not find the moment special. But my senses proved me wrong. As I stood at the foot of four immense feet rising gracefully in unison far up into the clouds I felt a certain thrill erupt in my eyes and travel through my spine. The twisting arcs, the flowing metal joints and the arching girders all combined to form a metallic poem that seemed to bridge the gap between heaven and earth. My eyes got lost in a million angles and shapes. The simplicity of form, the intricate design, the delicate beauty from afar, it is indeed worth all the fuss that is made in its name. Thank you Mr. Eiffel.

IV.

Paris oh Paris! Pourquoi Paris? Pourquoi avez-vous détruit un tres grand rêve?

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IV.

Modern Talking and Ayn Rand. Is there a more unlikely linkage? But there it was. The world within Atlas Shrugged seemed to be tailor made for the music of Modern Talking. The descent into a society governed by weaklings who exiled giants in men and women for fear of their talent found an echo in the sweet nostalgia of Brother Louie. I still cannot explain that unlikely marriage of extremes. Sometimes I wondered if John Galt was cringing in his literary grave for the sacrilege I was committing.

V.

In picture postcard perfect Brugge Burroughs spoke to me of drugs and addiction. The cut copy paste science of junky experience formed another counterpoint to the medieval beauty around me. Insulated by solitude I withdrew into myself and disappeared into the narrow and lonely lanes to escape the tourists. As I went in deeper I felt as if I was going back in time to a period when bestiality ruled, a place where the nostalgia of modernity was completely misplaced. Was this what junkies saw when they came down? Was this the mirror in time of New York’s soft underbelly after the summer of love turned into deep winter?

(Inspired in part by The Guardian’s excellent pieces on vacation reading.)

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In spite of her claims she did not talk all that much. At least, she did not talk to me all that much. It is always an interesting exercise to meet someone, whom you have known only as letters on a white screen, in flesh and blood. You never know the level of intimacy you should strike up. Should be you be casual and cool? Or should you be warm, funny and sweet like you were in those many mails? That essential debate can derail conversation and lead to long silences that no one knows quite how to fill. And customary and characteristic shyness does not help either, especially when you have on the other side two people who have known each other all their lives. Still, it was nice (pun unintended) overall. To sit on top of a vantage point of a charming but touristy village with fantastic views along the Côte d’Azur and talk about declining friendships was a particular, if you can pardon the phrase, high point.

IV.

Dawn was when the sounds on the road reached a crescendo. Amid the hum of endless delivery vans and clatter of crates being unloaded there was the unmistakable devilish crunch of the garbage truck. It woke me from a troubled sleep with visions of people being eaten alive and horrifying things transpiring behind its eerily familiar hum. The shimmering white curtains on the balcony door fluttered in the cool dawn breeze. The bed sheet clung to my skin like a perfume you cannot get rid of. The sounds of sleep of the three other people in the room hovered around the edges of my sleepy senses. Outside, the world was already awake.

V.

For some reason I never remember the best meals I’ve had. It could be because I’ve had so few of them or because I’ve never been a big food person. Or it could be for the simple reason that for me a meal is not just about the food. It is about the company around the table, it is about the ambience of the place and it also about the conversation and setting. Right now, there are only a few such meals I can recall off the cuff. One is that surprisingly good bacon breakfast my friend made for us one lazy Sunday summer morning in Hyderabad. The second is perhaps a tossup between the Souvlaki washed down with chilled Greek beer I had in view of the Acropolis and the delicious Ravioli drenched in light white sauce I had in the shadow of the Heiliggeistkirche in Heidelberg. Now, I can add a third one to that short list.

The brunch, again on a lazy Sunday morning next to Nice’s Basilique Notre-Dame, was the nicest I’ve had in a long while. It was not the most delicious but taste is not always the paramount thing. It was long, leisurely and very pleasant. There were of course certain high points, like the charming and witty waiter of Au Soleil, the chilled jus d’orange, the just right hot chocolate and the crisp omelet. But most of all it was the sense of peace that descended on me while I spooned butter and jam onto the bread and read passages from the novel I mentioned above in between sips of fruit juice. It all came together to form a tableaux of time that was intricate in its detail but soothing in its essence. An ensuing memory that will not be forgotten soon.

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Fortunately, the weather cleared the next day but the fierce wind remained making my assault on Salisbury Crags in the afternoon a futile one. Cameras and camera bag were flying in opposite directions and three feet to the right a 200 foot drop into oblivion. Added to this pleasant mixture a rising wave of intense acrophobia. Heart beat raced to dangerous levels, feet locked up from the knees below and morbid visions of me flying off the edge and smashing on the rocks far below filled my eyes. I decided to turn back which turned out to be a very wise decision with hindsight as the rain started soon after. The descent was worse than the climb and more dangerous as the wind was now blowing from behind and upsetting my balance.

What a glorious view though from where I decided to go back! The blue-grey waters of the Firth of Forth in the distance and ships sailing through it out to the North Sea. The beautiful old town of the city to my left gently rose and peaked at the castle, while to my right, on the meadow next to the Palace of Holyroodhouse, far below, some kind of an international cross country race was on. The distant buildings on the coast of Fife flashed golden in the late afternoon sun on the opposite coast. And behind me, desolate wilderness, bang in the middle of a modern metropolis. A part of me regretted that I could not travel to the actual wild and desolate places of the Scottish Highlands in the north. So I drank in this primer of what the rest of the country offered. My cameras clicked and clacked. And in the middle of so many thoughts, I was somehow reminded of a scene that transpired the day before at the hostel while the formalities of check in were being completed.

There were two men next to me drinking a pint of beer and teasing the girl behind the counter. They were a little drunk. It was 11:30 am. Suddenly, the younger one of them turned to me, put his arm around my shoulder, smiled and mock whispered, much to the embarrassment of the receptionist,

“Don’t look at her man, close your eyes; she will take your heart without you knowing it. You will fall for her and take her away from me.”

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Oh no! This is the worst case scenario. This will lead to a dangerous lowering of blood pressure in the said PhD student’s body. He will suddenly feel cold all over and his hands will start shaking. He will find it hard to concentrate as his brain is not supplied with enough glucose. Due to this, his eyes start glazing over. If the conversation continues any further he will faint. Into the arms of the woman of course. They then fall in love, marry, have ten kids and basically live happily ever after.

Wait. Back up a little. Such incidents happen only in cheesy Bollywood films. So let us rewind and go back. What actually will happen is that he will faint but fall straight to the floor, break his nose and while falling spill wine all over the dress of the said beautiful woman. That ought to cure her love for the other kind.

Ah, what to do? No wonder doctoral students spend all their waking (and some even their sleeping hours) in the lab. I’ll let you in on a little secret. This is not because they like their work. In fact, no self-respecting graduate student will ever say that he likes his work. They bitch, rant and curse the project they have. Listening to them, you would be led to believe that they got the most unfortunate deal in the whole world when they were given their project. However, don’t even try to take that project way. Nooo, that would be a big mistake! Be prepared to be killed by disembowelment for I forgot to mention that a doctoral student is also obsessively possessive of his project. He might curse it every single day but he will take it to his grave if needed.

Ok, I lost track. Where was I? Ah, I got it! The spending all their time in the lab part. See, most PhD students are invisible to the outer world. They are like those people living in the shadow world in Michael Straczynski’s graphic novel ‘Midnight Nation’. They have slipped through the cracks into another world, another dimension, where only other such research labs exist. So they have no choice but to continue with their lives in that different world for they can never re-enter the world where normal human beings live. A whole different level of existence actually. Long hours. Low pay. No women. No fun. Only endless pain. Wait a second, isn’t that nothing but Hell?

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I know. I know what happened. I suddenly grew up and started living in a strange land where people drink coffee without milk and sugar and say hello/good day at the drop of a hat!

Mukesh croons in the background about this guy who is not a poet but still comes up with beautiful poetry once he sees this beautiful girl. Did I tell you I like old Hindi and Telugu songs? Well, now you know. Those songs still retain such simple beauty and meaning that I do not think any of the Rahman’s and Reshammiya’s of today can equal, perhaps ever.

It is weird to live in one’s head so much. You start building imaginary worlds in such intricate detail that there is a very real danger of losing touch with the real world around or finding it too boring to interact with. So I push myself to get out of my comfort zone and do things that my laziness would want me to pass on, like for example walking that extra bit to catch the tram one stop further than your usual one.

On such walks I pass these furniture shops, some of which entice me with their minimalist kitchens and retro-nostalgic living rooms. There is one particular establishment with this ultra minimalist kitchen, all sleek black and white cabinets, nice clean open spaces and sexy chrome fittings that invariably catches my eye. And I make a mental note always to come back and take a photo. Because if I ever build a house this is how I’d design my kitchen.

I close these lines with a certain grand old lady singing in the background one of my all time favorite Hindi songs filmed on a lonely woman sitting on desert sand. A woman who ages but gracefully and in the process seems to become more and more beautiful if that was possible. How do you do it Dimple?

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My destination moves ever closer like an alarm waiting to ring. A year and a half since I last saw her. How the world between us has changed! A lifetime of anguish and heart full of loneliness later, it is finally time. Where will things take us? How will the next four days pan out? Will they fly without leaving any time for reflection or will they drag, like boring lectures do at the university?

It is strange that when finally the moment has arrived I do not feel almost anything. Yes, there is a certain tightening of the heart when I think of the time ahead. But other than that everything else fails to elicit any emotion. It is perhaps the lack of sleep and the quiet boredom of the journey. I haven’t had a drop of water in almost 6 hours and ate only 2-3 little pieces of chocolate in that time. So yes, I’m hungry, a little thirsty and quite quite sleepy. So perhaps that lack of excitement is not so surprising after all.

The way the bus moves over a bridge is strangely fascinating. The tires make this staccato rolling sound as they go over the small gaps between the different spans of a bridge. It reminds me of the sound of flour mills I used to go to when I was in Hyderabad. It was the sound made by the rubber thread that wound around the grinding wheel.

The red dots between the numbers on the electronic clock blink back at me. The time is ticking they seem to say. Every minute ticked up brings me closer to a new future. The future of hope and friendship. The future of trust and unrequited love.

Somehow I’m suddenly reminded of one of the questions the immigration official asked.

“Is she your girlfriend like?”

“More like ex-girlfriend really.”

He gave a Gallic shrug and said ahem as if that explained everything.

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